I have a friend. I knew him for 20 years. He was my classmate in our 5th grade. And there is a rumor that he had a crush on me since then.

We went to high school, we were still classmates and he started courting me, but he had this reputation that he loves flirting with girls, so I didn't take is seriously.

We went to college, we enrolled different schools and a totally different course. I don't know where did he got my number, he usually send me text messages saying that he dreamed about me and that the dream is like real. I still ignore him, he's a friend of mine and I don't like to enter into a relationship with him.

I got a boyfriend in college, for 2 years, he got a girlfriend. then one day, he sent me a text message and said that he misses me.. that time, my boyfriend and I just got separated and he and his girlfriend too.

So, we met, we were both sad, and I got that feeling that "hey, i must have been falling for my friend". We called each other, exchanging sweet words. But we didn't got into that "Relationship" coz maybe we were not ready yet.

Suddenly, he disappeared. I was hurt that time. But what else can I do? I don't want to chase after him, we were just friends anyway. So I tried hard to move on.

After more than a year, i met this guy which became my boyfriend (and my hubby now). I fell in love with him.

Suddenly, this friend texted me to say hi and to know if I still love him. I said, "I have loved you, back then, but I have a boyfriend now, and I love him so much". that ended our conversation.

Me and my boyfriend got married. After almost 6 years of getting married. I then received a text message from this old friend of mine asking me, "Why didn't we become lovers?" I said, does it matter? You are already happy right? (He got married last year). He answered "It matters to me, because I don't know the answer."

Then, I told him. "Maybe, because we were not ready that time, we both come out from a relationship. You disappeared, I don't know if you are serious about me, maybe I'm afraid to get hurt. That's why it didn't work out"

He told me "That time, I am not sure if you really love me, and I'm afraid that I can't give you a good future, you may not know, but I have loved you and that kiss (if you remember), I wish that is happens again".

I said "it is 10 years ago, come on, I am 10 years younger then, it's year 2004 and I'm 6 years married now"

He said he is happy with his marriage, but he would be happier if it was me.

Well, I don't know what to say, I love my husband so much and I don't like to bring back those times.

But, after that, it kept me thinking. I didn't tell my husband yet, he might get angry.

He is just my friend, and that's it.

 

***note: i have already posted in in http://www.bubblews.com/news/5421837-a-friend-says-he-loved-me but i already turned it down, you might have find it when you google it, but it's not active anymore. I have also edited some text so that it will not have any problems in duplication as what i have encountered in my previous post for review.