G why is it i feel like this, feeling ko mag isa na lang ako. Why should I suffer all of this things? Did I do wrong against my fellow? I do the best I can to be good instrument for them,  but what did they do to me in return? I'm just wondering why I have to undergo this kind of situation and trials? Sana lang malampasan ko ang lahat ng ito I know that this will not take long, give me a strength to face all of this with a smile and not with heavy heart. I almost wanted to give up. I know your always there for me. I just want to feel your presence right now. I am so down and empty.

Please help me.