I cant find a job that suit for me outside world so to compensate i tried looking job online, like paying apps like peko loot spark and other more , recently i work with humanatics where in i need to take a call review from midnight to sunrise, . I cant  take a regular exercise , So i tried evening walking. but the end my mom dont understand me , always nags me why i dont do it in the morning... every day of life is like that. I cant leave her coz she is a cancer patient. i just tried to open up what i feel. thank you for reading :3