t has been a hard earn moment since the day that I have known love. I was a failure in this case, many times that I have love but nothings goes back to me. I was very disappointed by the things that are happening many girls that I liked but they rejects me, I do not know why, I made efforts to them giving my all but nothing happens seems all that I have done was nothing for them. I also really experience rejections that was really a hard thing to accept. I get jealous to others that they have a perfect life, much money and also had a beautiful girl that loves them that even if they do not make efforts seems that girl really cares for them. I do not know what may happen next but maybe God is still writing for my future. I promise this time if i find a girl, I will really treasure her and make her the happiest girl on earth with me. I hope it will come really soon because I really need inspiration.