Recently I am forced to have some day off in y online jobs & sidelines, at first due to my internet errors then got a problem on my CPU. It automatically Shut down and beep 4x, I thought it just need a memory cleaning  but according to the Technician I went to they said it was power supply and since they don't have a parts for my computer I have to wait for weekend on the other Technician which I know has a available parts. 

I cried when my computer broke and need to fix, the reality that I have to stop working for a while and I will have to spend on the repair & parts. It also falls on the season where I have to spend for my kid who is in the Majorette, I have to buy her new boots plus an expense on the new costumes/uniform. Not to mentions monthly bills & dues.

It's all mean no work/earnings but all expenses,. Nothing come in but many goes out.

for me being in an online/working online is a big plus/help for our family, when I have signals on my internet all I have to do is wait for a few minutes or an hour or maybe a day is long enough but having trouble on my computer desktop is a big big problem which really cause my lots of worry, stress that brings me to tears and sadness. It is my life , my fashion,  my desktop & my internet is my number 1 important thing in our house aside of kitchen utensils I am using to cook. without all of it I feel useless and seems my day is not enough. 

In 4 years of online work I used to wake early dawn, that my body clock is automatic, my eyes and mind will open when 1 a.m is there so even though I don't have a computer recently I can't stay on bed to sleep even I wanted to lie down and sleep, my body and mind looking for the habit I always do.

I'm glad that I am back on track again. Happy to work online again.