Its been days Since my last update,Nothing much happened so there was nothing to update,

well last night i lost one of my Kittens, Poor baby he was happy and well God knows what happened to him, he just died he was well not even sick not even a little fever he just died.

My mother says that we have to become each and every insect, animal, anything that is present in the universe before we earn the rite to be born as a human once.

She soothes me by saying that he is one life near to be born as human. Our death is written way before we are or anything that is even born.

I Do believe it , I need to believe it, It is what allows me to sleep at night, Or else God know what i would do.

Is this how others deal with death?