I wanna be a writer. Like Nicholas Sparks? Lol. Well yes I guess I can be. Will I be rich like him? Maybe. Maybe not. If I live in the States. Can I write like him? Since childhood he always read books including the bible, cover to cover(I didn’t) , encyclopaedia 15 volumes if I remember. Me? I barely read these days. I haven’t even finish reading the Bible yet. Just half of it. And it is in Filipino version when I read it. One reason is I don’t like (sorry Lord) reading the bible. It is so profound for me. I feel like my mind is too feeble when I read it. Well I guess for me to understand it clearly I may need to engage in group like group reading bible, group sharing experience, those kind of stuffs.
Will I be able to be a writer? Like write a book? Will I be able to inspire people? What book? Well I guess I have to give it a try (if I really wanna pursue it) like what Sparks did.
Did you know that he’s first genre was not love story? It’s horror or suspense. Well I guess I want it now I should chase it and work on it? What do I have to lose anyway? It’s just that it’s hard to start, where to, what to. Those kind of stuffs. But I guess I have to try so I will know the result eh?
Well I believe God gave me the knowledge, and I have to use my God given gift. If I’m not a born writer at least I did try. Instead of just dreaming it and never doing it and what would have happened if I did try or not.

Anyway this feeling of want to write might pass by. So I don’t know. Whew. I am always not certain about some things like this.