get out explor the world and most of all make yourself happy...cause no one els will fully
as time goes by and we get older you realize that life is how u make it...dont blaim anyone els for your sadniss in life
you have every opertunity to make it better...make yourself happy and expore venture the planet
enjoy the little things...get out of your fucking house...go on a hike...stop useing drugs.....your better than that