Soem say how can I turn it on and off so well. I would have to say it is not so easy. But I can say that it is easy to change my mood from one person to another. I do tend to treat others as they treat me. I do not know where this has come from.

This is just the way I have always handled life. I go through the motions anymore. Faking my mood most often than not. The one thing I cannot fake though is a relationship. I cannot fake being someon'e friend if I know he pr she has some motive for wanting me in his or her life.

This is treu for familial, platonic, and romantic relationships. I cannot fake it anymore. Some say put on a happy face and make others happy. But, I learned I need to be selfish a little. I need to think about me.