Not much happened today except that I'm suffering from hemorrhoids since last week. Every day for me is an agony, its hard to release poop, its squeezing my ureter so when I poop I pee voluntarily and of course there's the blood the ever so popular blood. My anus is like the size of my fist now when I poop trust me try to imagine then it would really gross you out cause you can see part of my large intestine when it opens. I mean just this morning I had blood and only blood that came out of me it really pains me , just hope it won't lead to anything serious........................................................I don't wanna die.