Who Was It With?
Jonah
When Did You Realize It was Love?
when after everything we went through, I still went back to him.
What Did It Feel Like?
It felt like I was in a dream, no other guy was like him. I felt completely in a trance. No one could compare to him, he was my one and only...
What Happened Next?
I went to my friend's party and I was hanging out with my best friends, and all of a sudden the door bell rings. I run up to get it, cause I thought it was my long time boyfriend. When I answered the door, I was surprised to see a boy I've never seen before. He was beyond gorgeous, and his smile was amazing. he said hi to me, his voice like honey soft and sweet. I couldn't find the words to say hi back. After a long wait my boyfriend came. He ignored me like usual, he treated me so bad, He dumped me that night at the party, I was crying. The boy at the door came up to me and said "He's not worth it." He told me his name was Jonah and we talked all night, I gave him my number before I left. We ended up dating three weeks after that. He was perfect, always called me on time, called me babe, did anything you can imagine, but something wasn't right. I came over one day and he told me to hold his phone. As it was in my back pocket, I felt it vibrate, it was a message from his ex-girlfriend saying that she misses him and loves him too. I was crushed. I made an excuse and went home. He texted me later that night and I broke up with him. Several days later, my brother (they're really good friends) made us talk, we ended up getting back together, a couple weeks later, it happened again. But when he was nice, he was amazing. And I kept taking him back. I was called stupid but I loved him. Finally, it was the last straw and I told everyone I wasn't going to take him back, after two weeks of ignoring his texts, phone calls, i.m.'s, and messages on facebook, he texted me "babe, I should have never taken you for granted, I love you so much, I need you. Why won't you believe me? She was a mistake, I DON'T love her, I love you, pleease take me back. I understand if you don't. But babe I love you", I took him back. I love him. We have been dating for a year and a half.<3
Lessons Learned
- follow your heat
- don't let people influence you
- learn from your mistakes
- and let things heal
