Because not fall in her sparkling sunny days and warm, because you are the girl's fall should have chosen to go with an unusual and extraordinary finish and nothing is amazing. .. 
When skimming the title line, perhaps you will be surprised and wonder that strange, do fall sunny enough for people to say? Yet there are here you sir! Fall without harsh sunny days like summer, but fall back carrying the persistent rain. Wet road, wet and rain soaked shirt plays his heart. So that just a faint ray of sunshine is enough to dry all. Autumn does not have such sunny summer day. But just a tiny sun knitting yarn through your fingers is enough to make me want to say never woke up. Just a tiny, sunny day of autumn was enough to get me agitated that to heart wander. Some days we wandered heart I often interesting example because the orange light and love songs are not immortal words. They brought me a very special feeling, it's not like sad, does not sound like such fun. It's like a form of heatstroke, but because it came in the late fall and early winter days should I call it heatstroke fall. The orange lights have always appeared in my dream since childhood. I dreamed that I walk under the autumn foliage on a windless evening when the city begins to light. I found myself going through many streets, so many roads and stop at where there is a large river. I sat there for a long time and his heart drop into the river front. Hole drift and river whispers to me the words are not perfect circles. The other river then hugged me and soared into the sky. Growing up, the orange lights running down endless roads sometimes made ​​me realize that he is the goofy ephemera, where every aircraft ever made ​​me feel calm and warm. Knowing that at some point in the day, the lights will be turned off then. I started dreaming about things that are not true about someone patient enough with me to be able to walk under the lights, and a person's shoulder firmly enough to join me going through the day as the storm thunderstorm other lights disappeared. And then, I met him, a man who has always had a shadow walking beside. My heart began to wander after that day. 
There music is really weird. It did not bring in his lyrics captivated his heart, but only the simplest tunes like that was enough to get my heart shattered into hundreds of thousands of pieces when it went by. It penetrated my heart, creating what the stains are not offset unless we self-deluding ourselves that things will crush goes by very fast, fast. However, with the heart one day to the eternal wandering somewhere in the imagination of ourselves and no longer want to listen to me. Then we know ourselves to be really strong, really afford a new perseverance that brought it back. But, you know, exist cycles of very short ephemera and love songs will always have time to stop. Tomorrow when the sun just up, the orange lights will be turned off there, the moths can not find a place to cling disappear like that did not exist. It does not look like our own, is lost can return home in a quiet state police quietly. It only has two choices, one is gone and the two exist in the capital where it does not belong to a painful way. There will always encounter an accident In this life, there are encounters that we can only explain it by accident. However, too much sometimes by chance made ​​me realize that it's the ingenious arrangement of fate and Destiny. Then today, after all the things I've gone through, I know that everything should just stop at only by chance, such as you and me. I met him for the first time in a classroom, in a tiny world there are not too many people. He is the classroom teacher and I was a little girl pupil sitting headline afar forever. Can you see me, it might not, but, the class had a great day. Everyone in the class who also lively and enthusiastic. I think about him a lot more after school that day. Just the thought alone should do more than just emotion that's called "heatstroke". The years later, I still see him occasionally suddenly somewhere in her little world. He saw me but did not smile. Perhaps because he did not know, and I can not remember who, each piece exists in memories of his life. Once by accident, I stepped into the elevator and meet him. I noticed the ring finger of his left hand was wearing a silver ring, I feel infinitely sad. 
There once was too curious, I do not remember a certain way that had his phone number. I do not use it to talk or flirt (I do not send text messages to strangers) but only used it to find his personal page. I want to know his life how he wants to know who the star is, that's all. And then, what you share on the site has made ​​me personally very surprised. He did not have the love that only a wife. He not only married but had two children are cute and contempt. And somewhere in the things he says, has always had the appearance of a second girl yelled at him in harsh words but was best to remove it without. I do not know everything I see is it true or not, but since that moment, I felt everything around me turned upside down and spinning. So, every night I forced her to drop throughout the wind and sun, and unsteady enough to the extreme distressed. So I just whiff! I'm just so alone Mine! Just stop accidental encounters that we illusory or a fate. Just stop at the simple conversation seemed deeply on the social networking site every night. And they will also stop at the level of "heatstroke" He only. I do not want this illusory emotion into something too big, while it is just a simple emotion like everyone has experienced that statement. I was very young, too young to make the big decisions in life, such as having to leave this place not to walk towards him. Yet, despite how much damage, how much pain it to the end, the decision making is still me. He still stood there, like orange lights on the streets of my childhood dreams. And you, ephemera little naive about every fly forever where he lights and then hugged her a bunch of these troubles. Should be today if there had to stand up and leave this place, he could just be me. Sometimes I wish his side do not have anyone, never had anything. I absolutely do not want to know, do not want to know who made half of his remaining family is. They say bad luck when you get someone like him, to see her own children so lucky to have him.
I'm crazy enough that finding a way to pull him toward her, but all seems to be impossible. Every time I think of her, think of the kids and lovely contempt which he shared on individual pages, they clearly feeling the regret of the latter, and they seem to have dropped their determination. I do not want to do anything at fault with yourself, as did not want to hurt anyone in my life. You know, whatever its cause or injury to another person, I have to pay the price, whether accidentally or intentionally. And you know, it's time to stop something you should not feel this name. I heart, my soul and time to return to where it inherently belonged, and where it deserves to be recognized for their existence. The Because not fall in her sparkling sunny days and warm up the fall were born under is not enough to call names gathered that the greater the feelings that petty transient. Because I was the girl of the fall should have chosen to go with an unusual and extraordinary finish and nothing is amazing. Every day, these things exist in this world and will only be memories. I would definitely leave. Just please keep all things in her heart as the most beautiful thing, to know that I've ever come across.