Sitting here
Alone in this empty room;
With an empty heart
I don't know what to feel
I feel so numb...
I want to cry;
But I can't; my tears have dried up
From crying for three days and nights
I want to feel this pain you inflicted me
Coz I want to hate you
But I can't coz I love you
Pacing back and forth
Planning my revenge
But I know when your hurt;
I can also feel your pain
I just love you so much that
I can hurt me but never me;
Would hurt you.
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An old poetry of mine...written for the first bastard I love. -drama mode
