I am very tired of this life, I've been working too hard but get busted and scolded again and again for small reasons that has come. I was so sad and lonely, even I do not get out to see my friends but still I am the guy that was being blamed. I am not hear it but I feel it. I feel that they want me out, they want me to be out of this place, I can hear their thoughts and feelings towards me and some people out here is happy to see me down, but I won't give up until I got my plans to be done. I hope I can get out here in time and in great shape, so that I will no longer plead for their help anymore and I will stand on my own.