Who Was It With?
A lad from my school called Ben
When Did You Realize It was Love?
It started as a friendship, then a crush, then love. It's hard to explain.
What Did It Feel Like?
When I saw him I got the biggest butterflies ever! And when he smiled I smiled, if he was happy I was happy, I couldn't stop thinking about him and I still can't. He always made me feel better if I was down, and when I'm not with him or talking to him I have the biggest emptiness inside.
What Happened Next?
Everything was going great, we both liked each other and it felt like we were heading somewhere, then we had an argument. He admitted he liked me, I admitted I liked him. I denied liking him anymore after the argument and he seemed to like another girl and told me, it absolutely crushed me. He was about to get with one of my friends when my best friend Emma told me to tell him how I felt so I did, I told him how much I loved him and everything and he replied ok. I have no chance with him now and I don't know what to do next, I cry over him, I feel this numbness inside and I'm just not happy anymore.
Lessons Learned
- When you love someone they're supposed to make you feel happy, not make you cry
- No boy or girl is ever worth crying about, and the one that is won't make you cry in the first place
- Love hurts but I'd never regret, he made me smile and I'd give all the pain back again to go to the time when he liked me
- Never deny anything and always tell the truth
- Never give up on the one you love
- Always tell them
- If they're the right person they'll stick around, some people just want someone to look good on their arm, if they do they're not worth it
- Remember, they're not good enough for you if they don't love you back!
