"I Didn't Have the Guts to Tell Her"

Posted on 25 December 2014 at 18:49

Who Was It With?

Kayla

When Did You Realize It was Love?

First sight

What Did It Feel Like?

Indescribable.

What Happened Next?

Well, it's about what happened. We became really good friends. Really close. Now we text each other almost every day. I've liked her for a long time. I never realized it was love till sooner. She asked me out over the summer, and I said yes. Sadly, we broke up two days later. It didn't really matter though. We were/are still really good friends. Then, I fell for her. I didn't have the guts to tell her. Until, one night everything was going wrong, and she texted me. I just poured all my problems on her. I felt bad. I felt unloved. Then, right then, she said she loved me. We say "love u" because we are best of friends. So I didn't believe her. I said, "Thanks but I mean real love." She didn't text back for the night. Then, I got a text at 1 A.M. saying, "and so do I. I love you. I love you. I love you." That's when I told her my feelings. Now, we still don't go out. But it's kinda like a relationship, but without the drama. I would've asked her out that night, but I'm moving to Virginia (5 states away) in 2 weeks, and it would be hell to say goodbye. All I can say is, I love you with all my heart, Kayla. I would give up anything for you. I'm trying my hardest to stay so we can be together. If you're reading this, Jeffrey B. loves you.