Well I slept like 12 am yesterday and on the whole time I am sleeping I remember dreaming of my first love. What a nightmare, haha kidding. I just remember the days I am being in love with him. Haha. Well in my dream, I don’t know, it’s kind of weird for me, I just hate it. Hihi, the last time I dream of him I cant remember, because I seldom dream of him these days or years and whenever I do so, it bothered me. Like today. Lol.
My dreams are often about my crush and whenever my first love visits me in my dream it bothers me. Maybe I am thinking him these past few days that’s why I dreamed of him yesterday. Because last Friday I saw his name as one of the people who like my picture on face book. It was like the first or second time, I don’t know. But I was kinda amazed? (that’s the first word that came in my mind now, cant think of any) that he liked it. So I visited his page and something weird happened to me like, did my heart just kind of beats something weird? I don’t know. I don’t wanna experience the feeling again; the hurt, the hatred, the bitterness. It’s all in the past and I am now living in the present so I shouldn’t think of it any longer. It