Who Was It With? 

Keanu

When Did You Realize It was Love? 

After about 8 months.

What Did It Feel Like? 

I had the biggest lump in my throat, and butterflies in my stomach. He seemed so perfect. We talked all day, but we lived slightly far from each other, but that's how I learned to trust him. He made me smile, and he knew exactly what to say, and when to say it. It was.............perfect :)

What Happened Next? 

Everything was fine the first 2 years. I loved him, and he loved me that's all I really wanted to know. Then I started hearing things about other girls he was with. I always suspected he was cheating, but no one ever wants to know the truth no matter how much we claim we do. Later I found out he was going out with a girl that went to school with me. Honestly, I wanted to kick her ass, but she didn't know about me just as much as I didn't know about her. She never apologized, though. Even after I told her I loved this guy with all my heart. So I left, but in our third year together we were on and off alot. This year, he cheated on me with his brothers ex. He continues to deny it, but there is way too much evidence. So, I left this time for good. We had 4 long, drama-filled years together, but I'm the one left with nothing because in the end he has her, and she has him while I'm single and lonely. I guarantee you, me leaving him, didn't phase him one bit. I am currently talking to someone who is....perfect for me. He tells me I'm beautiful any chance he gets, and treats me like a princess. That is what every girl deserves.

Lessons Learned

• Never ignore your instincts girls. It will hurt, I won't lie to you, but sometimes you have to deal with the pain to get to a place where you can say, "I can find somebody better." Never let anyone get into your heart and head so much that you don't even trust yourself. Once trust is gone it can never be rebuilt, us girls will try and try time and time again, but it's just the reality of it. Know that you deserve to be treated with respect, and if a guy can work up the guts to cheat on you he doesn't deserve you. It may sound like a cliche` , but I'm 14 not 30 and it's true .