We blend of pleasure to a continuous relationship can not be held back again, as a kind of drug addict is unable to stick to the end. Once inadvertently not use condoms, she was pregnant again, this time we do not go out that only pills ...

I and she met at a coffee shop Acoustic. In time I go to coffee with his friends, the singer he met her. Girl vocalist for the band in the bar and I had deluded her first smile since she gave her. She's lovely, pale skin, red lips, hot body, even owning a voice deposits at me suddenly afflicted indeed, not discussed soul, she was occupying sympathy My then. But not only that, the girl was very subtle and hard to listen to. I am also very confident in appearance and his position should quickly get used to flirt.

At first, she was wary of him dude gallant, courtly. Then she complimented me was interesting, steering station, quite open to learn different things. After only 2 months of play "friends", we passed through a public relations men and women for "trot" are together. Then the day together, the story "relationship" became something of course they both have no control over the "hold together". She though not the first time but also quite clear when I questioned.

She accepts abortion several times because you love me

Photo confided her secret abortion accept many times because I love (illustration)

We do not use contraception, but she Pill quite regularly. How did still have the problem occurred when she told me not see where business and buy pregnancy test to test, then found to have "sticky". My heart almost stood looking at the results, because I was still feather cotton, learning not to place to place, now that the wedding is only drank water gruel. Fortunately, she understands the situation and actively telling me this abortion, I quickly agreed and thought that would later make up for her.

Then we lost in the clouds rain the endless hangover does not stop and continues to stick elected. This time I take her examination, the doctor advised him that there should abortion because she had symptoms of infection, it is dangerous. Knowing that, but I still close my eyes I do not want to do that. Specifically, we harmonious pleasure to the continuous relationship can not be held back again, as a kind of drug addict is unable to stick to the end, once accidentally not use condoms, she pregnancy continued, this time we do not go out that only pills. When she was bleeding, I fear rushed her to the hospital, the doctor diagnosed that she is very difficult to have children anymore because of severe arthritis.

Did I do not deserve a man

Did I do not deserve a man? (Artwork)

I have promised her that even though she may have children or not, we're still married, she is still my wife. But when the family is admitted with my dad fell slapped and insulted like to say that I was legitimate in their child without the child is not able to do, the people no one can accept this shocking news stand .

After thinking backward, forward thinking, I decided to let go. Although she loves but me Rails enough reason to break up, go their separate ways. I do not want to continue this relationship with you again as our love do not go anywhere, just cut more pain my soul. I'll go home and work for the family, she stayed find charming new city. I just do straight men irresponsible. Looking at her crying in pain, I just wanted to commit suicide for the complete story, I do not deserve a man. I will feel cramping. It was doubly painful part when the child was transported to the hospital demolished her child. But think of family, relatives, I have gotten to live for round tears obligations.

I was too miserable to become a good person, I know that my conscience will be guilty for life. After a while, I wanted to do something to help me, to ease the pain in my heart. But as self-esteem, because I do not want to be a burden for you, so I always refused to help me.

My friends! Consequently, she suffered today, in large part due to my mistake. I really do not know how to reduce shoulder pain for her, the girl I've ever loved more than myself ...