Who Was It With? 

can't tell

When Did You Realize It was Love? 

When he first hugged me

What Did It Feel Like? 

Long story, sorry, and very complicated. I was new to school in 5th grade. No one knew me and I knew no one. I started getting friends but only a little at a time. Then a guy started picking on me. I was so shy and too scared to talk because I was afraid he would make fun of me. At the end of the year he calmed down. Before the graduation, I was in class with my friends, and we all took pictures of each other just in case we never saw each other again. A bunch of guys came over and gave me their numbers. Then a girl tells me that he asked her to ask me out (the guys that was picking on me). I said NO though he was cute but I liked someone else.

What Happened Next? 

*NEXT YEAR* This year I saw a whole lot of different faces and the guy I liked rode my bus. I really did like him a lot so every other guy was invisible to me. On the bus I met this other guy and we became close friends. My crush got a little jealous. One day in techno.class me and my new guy friend hung out. That's when my friend told me that I liked him. Though I denied, I really started to actually like him. 1) He was sexy/hot 2)He was so sweet and his hugs so warm. The next day my crush called me on my cell and hinted to him about a dance that was coming up. Moments later we were dating. I told my brother, which was stupid. Later he called me back and told that his parents said he couldn't go to the dance, but I wasn't really bothered. I went to school had a great day, and when I got on the bus I told my friends that me and my crush were going out. My guy friend (the one that I think is hot) was asking questions like "why are you going out with him, I don't like him?" I told them "because I want to (then I panicked and said)..... plus there are no other cuter guys that like". Then my guy friend said, well I'm not dating anyone because my girlfriend broke up with me. My heart started beating fast because I was thinking that he liked me. BUT I wasn't so sure, so I just changed the subject. The next week on the bus, somehow me and my guy friend got in an argument so I ignored him all day. In techno. class he tried talking to me but I still ignored him no matter how many times his beautiful face got in mine. Ever since then we haven't talked. When we got in 7th grade we talked to each other for 1 day and never spoke again. I still like him though. I hope once we get in 8th grade things will change. I HOPE

 

 

Lessons Learned

• Don't wait for someone you're not sure is going to like you back
• Don't be shy, tell that person if you like him/her