Who Was It With?
my ex boyfriend
When Did You Realize It was Love?
when he broke up with me
What Did It Feel Like?
When I knew it was love, he wasn't with me no more but in my heart he was. He was my everything, I was deeply in love with him. Til this day I never knew why he broke up with me. My friend would tell me to not fall for him quick because I was going to end up hurt. I never really listened to her but she was right the whole time. This happened a little over a year ago and til this day it still hurts. I still haven't met my true love but I'm looking. I know he's out there, just don't know where.
What Happened Next?
After all that happened I would cry in the nights for him, wishing this was a nightmare and for someone to wake me up from it. I cried for 2 weeks straight. I would wake up with my eyes swollen from the crying. To this day when I think about it I get teared up. Sometimes I just need someone to talk to in the middle of the night that would just listen to what I have to say.
Lessons Learned
- The things I learned from this experience is that love really does hurt. The quote I always go by is that things always happen for a reason, and it's true, I guess we weren't meant to be. I also learned that don't fall in love that easily because at the end you are the only one that is going to get hurt, like I did. I still don't regret anything that happened. I hope someone out there sees this and knows were am I coming from.(: