Who Was It With? 

some guy from my college, can't tell you his name though :)

When Did You Realize It was Love? 

when I wake up and when I go to sleep he is all I think about

What Did It Feel Like? 

It was amazing but it hurt. I didn't know how he felt about me n I still don't know. Wish I knew though. I don't know how 2 find out cuz he doesn't talk 2 me anymore so....I messed it up. Besides that, it's an amazing feeling though, it's the best feeling in the world. I don't know how 2 explain it, it's 2 amazing.

What Happened Next? 

we didn't get together. I loved him and iIneva found out if he loves me but I doubt it. He doesn't talk 2 me anymore and he neva told me why he stopped. I still blame myself for him not talking to me but what can I do, nuffin really. I wish I knew exactly how he feels, I still think that maybe just maybe he loves me back. I felt stupid telling my best mate that I love someone who barely even knows me and to make it worse he's my first love. I denied the feeling the 1st days cuz it was stupid 4 me 2 love a boy who barely know me. denyin it made everything worse, I don't know how but it jus did. I still love him....

Lessons Learned

• Well, if you love someone tell them cuz you will never know how they feel if you don't. Girls - flirt with the guy a little so he knows you like him, I think that was one of my problems, I didn't flirt with him cuz I was 2 shy.
• Boys - if you love a girl tell her, cuz girls are just as scared 2 tell you how they feel.