Who Was It With? 

Nathan

When Did You Realize It was Love? 

The first time he said I love you and I started crying cause I was happy

What Did It Feel Like? 

There isn't any real way to describe it, but to me it feels as if your whole life was perfect. At one time your whole life was just crashing down on you and then some guy comes along and makes everything better after you thought you'd never love again. All in all it's a magical feeling.

What Happened Next? 

I was 13 and hadn't seen him 4 years. I thought I was invisible to him. When I walked in the room I glanced at him and I literally couldn't breathe, he was adorable and just as I remembered. We went outside to get away from everyone else and he told me he was never this shy, but only around pretty girls :$ he told me he lives in Brampton and I told him I lived in Ajax. We were both pretty sad about the distance between us :( we talked about the song he was singing inside, he admit that he sang that song cause I was there. Then I had to leave so I kissed him on the cheek and hugged him and said goodbye :)when I got home I got a text from him, we talked a little and then he asked me to be his girlfriend, I said yes :) I was in a pretty bad relationship before that and I thought I would never find someone better and who loved me. But I did and now I'm going through it all over again. I dated the guy for 3 weeks, we texted 24/7, called each other every day and webcammed a lot :) after 3 weeks he was getting really busy with his cousin's communion and he didn't have time for me so I thought the only thing I could do was to break up with him...and I did :( I thought he really loved me and I thought he would chase after me and tell me that he'd rather be with me than be on the world alone, but he didn't say that. It's been 9 months since that happened and I still can't get him out of my head, up till this very day I cry myself to sleep, and whenever I see him in person I secretly go into another room and cry trying to tell myself that I'm gonna be alright , whenever he texts me or talks to me on msn my heart fills up with joy! So from this day forth I will keep waiting for him...

Lessons Learned

• -If you're going through hell, keep going. -when you find someone who makes you feel pretty when you know you look your worst, don't let them go. -just cause someone acts like they don't love you, doesn't mean they don't, cause they do...with everything they have. -when a boy says you're part of his family even though you're not, he's worth keeping. -never give up on something/someone that once made you smile.