This poem was written by myself at the age of 22. The events that happen in the poem are the closest way for me to describe the night I caught my fiance and girlfriend of five and a half years cheating on me on new years night.... well morning. I thank the lord that I survived my attempt at suicide, however, I still to this day have not talked to her. I was placed in a mental hospital and committed for 30 days, after which I went to a treatment centre. I wrote this in the treatment centre.