Who Was It With?
His name is Ramiro.
When Did You Realize It was Love?
When we first hugged honestly.
What Did It Feel Like?
When we first got together in Feb '07 we were both twelve and didn't know much, and he was awful to me honestly, but I still loved him. Over the summer we didn't date. Then we got together Sept 12 07 and dated till Jun 1 2010. Being in love felt amazing, he became my best friend, I could tell him anything, we honestly thought we'd be together forever. But I won't lie, it wasn't perfect. There were many complications, and those were hard, the fights were the worst. You can't really say exactly how being in love feels because it's so deep it's hard to explain. It can be the most amazing feeling or the one that will tear you down.
What Happened Next?
Well obviously we broke up. On June 1st 2010 after 2 and a half years of dating, many I love you's, thousands of kisses, and a million hugs. He broke up with me, we were fighting all the time and he told me later that he thought it was going to be best for us. We planned on getting back together but he ruined that for himself, so I ended up talking to another guy, and we got close. I told Ramiro, that way he would know he's not the only one I have feelings for. He freaked, threatened to kill himself, he made up a lie and told me the other guy said all these things about me, which went on for about 3 days with MUCH drama within them, until he finally told me he lied. I told him I only wanted to be friends and he said fine. But then he tried to get back with me again & I didn't want that because I cannot trust him. When I turned him down, his whole attitude changed and he was awful to me. Now we don't talk at all, I fell out of love with him, and I don't know if I even have any feelings for him at all anymore.
Lessons Learned
- Don't give anyone your all. Trust no one completely. Don't rush a relationship. Don't feel you have to stay with someone because of how long you were together. Put yourself first (in a right way). etc...