Imperfect

Long sighed. Go away, it shrugs, pushes glasses up and hurried. He was afraid to hear the comments of peers to small. People always stigmatize others who like it. Family, friends, it's nothing to worry about. It emotionless. It can create your own life with a self-contained wall. It is immersed in the headphones and the world that it is a delusion. World engender it alone; Full black, like when it steps into the opening lone house.

Her parents divorced 12 years in it. At that time, it is new she just arrived in sixth grade. It did not really understand the "divorce" there is nothing ?. In the simple thought of it is just his parents arguing, pouting together for a while and then reconciled. That's it, simple as that. "Divorce" was the kind parents filled it!

Then it took another mother. Take a few years younger than her mother. How surprised! Mother said that her mother happy. It declared its responsibility to cry, why you do not keep the mother? why you go back to the mother? It disagrees mother loved it other than its father. Mother told her father that the mother is not happy, I was told that it was too young to understand. In his eyes, the "family" was proud of collapse. He cried every night when it missed her mother. It declared its responsibility heartless, it's responsible mother, why do not you trade it? With its "Adults are always at fault".

 

Go big, the gurgles of his children's parents. Looking back at her, it was just announced. Dad just plug it all day on the job. Dad give it everything, but little material there. State it rich, I do not regret it what you guys death. His father knows that, it does not lack anything but a happy family. It is the desire of the mother's delicious cooking every guy high marks as Ming. It envious peers. Inside it appears the major flaw shortage of parental love.

Long remembers the line slapping each streak of his father devoted his cheeks when he heard the teacher call to complain. It's warm memories, running straight up the room, rolling out of bed. She referred calls to her father, it slipped Math team. It's terribly frustrated. It also wants what? Yelled every three hours early echoes it: "Oan, falsely so-Dop dam. I'm raising eyebrow to eyebrow learning problems? "It's great memories. Dad do not have to hear it. There's something in my throat choked it. Then he cried. It recently cowardly. It cries and tears to clean asleep without noticing.

Long found himself floating on a small boat. All around is the sarcastic voice of friends, teachers groan. Then a ray of light soaring high, far. It's the hand that does not grasp. He saw his mom and dad it was his hand kid - is it, it's just like drawing a picture in class 3, is 9 points that parents not to go unheard. Looks like it's crying. Then he called his mother. Sobbed and sobbed. It scared the other images disappear. Then his father humming sound inside the ear. English beat, yelled violently beating on the boat. A black wave swept it stayed away forever.

Long grandstand. It saw its dream of becoming ridiculous. He laughed like crazy. It takes life's goals. It has suffered too much already. Parents hate it. Friends hate it. The teacher complain about it. What is the reason for it to continue?

Imperfect

Long ran to the river near his home. It tied his hands. It scared the life energy in the body it rise. Then slowly approaching foot water ...

Wet ...

Cold too ...

Do not breathe ...

It struggled, watching the faint rays of the dying end of the day. Like it till now day.Chi fluid in his throat choked, his eyes fading, loose limbs and a pain to close, new regretted it, even though it was too late. It gradually lim ...

Long aerial light show. Throughout the body it strange. It does not hurt, does not see sorrow. And then he saw it. Eyes closed, lips bruising, pale skin, limbs stunned. They do it the other body? It still aches for her own emaciated body. The tube shoved it into his mouth, sucking out the service first, horrible drinks. He heard his mother screaming. Mom? Mother comes to it you? Then cries of herself from her father. Announced it huh? Dad said it injured her?

As something running through people, it draws on reality. It shows the weight of his body. It gradually reveal his eyes. Long saw his face wet petite mother. Long seen both bloodshot eyes father. His mother hugged him tightly, as if it would disappear if she let go. In the pulsating heart and warm it strange. It also crying. Regret in the happy mix. Long shows his childish in his mother's arms. Last so long it was crying in his mother's womb. Long time it looked new mother. Long, long ago he ..

Lies in a hospital bed, early last Long looked out the window. It found the sun light is kindled little buds. Just like the gaps in his soul, is being gradually filled by love. Can not make it perfect but happy. There may not be enough to flower buds, but the sun was born there and brought some light warm garden. It can not ask for a more perfect family, but he knew it occupies a position in her family. Suddenly, it's smiling ...