Who Was It With? 

Him<3

When Did You Realize It was Love? 

When you told me you loved me..

What Did It Feel Like? 

It felt like I was floating through air whenever I saw you. I know it sounds cheesy, but it did. Before I knew you properly, you asked me out but I said no. I was devastated when I got to know you, my chance was blown. You always made me giggle and I always used to think about you when a love/sad song came on and I still do. Your brown sparkly eyes, cheeky smile. I loved you.

What Happened Next? 

I told you I loved you and you said you loved me back, but obviously it was a set up. You said you would take a bullet for me. Obviously LIES. I found out you were saying the exact same thing to this other girl, they were all LIES. I talk to you now and then, but what we've lost? It wasn't even there. I look at you and feel like screaming, when I think of you, my eyes fill with tears. I hear a sad/love song and think of you, as I cry myself to sleep. My friends help me though, they actually love me UNLIKE you did. I hate you. I may seem that I'm fine when I talk to you, but no, I'm really not. If you EVER come across this message, you'll know it's from me. I hate you, but a part of me will love you forever.

Lessons Learned

• I won't trust a boy for a long time because of what you did. My friends have supported me through it all, but half of my heart hates you, but the other half loves you. I've learnt that the only person that you can trust in your life is your dad. I love him to pieces, and surprisingly enough, he's the one that supports me about boys rather than my mum, lol.