Who Was It With? 

My boyfriend Jack

When Did You Realize It was Love? 

about 3 days after I met him

What Did It Feel Like? 

It felt like I was standing on top of the highest mountain but I knew I wouldn't fall with him there. My stomach was in knots but nice knots. It felt like when you get butterflies but you aren't sure whether you like them or not. It felt like that but you were certain that they were good and there was no reason to be nervous because he was mine. Unfortunately 9 months later I broke up with him, but I still get the feeling of love when I think about him because he was my first love and I still do love him.

What Happened Next? 

He got too clingy to me. I'm a girl who likes her space. I loved spending weekends with him and talking to him for hours on the phone but when he calls every night and every day and sends texts every minute just to see where I am, it gets annoying so I had to end it. The beginning of the relationship was incredible. He was so relaxed and cool but he just got so dependent on me that I couldn't breathe. I still love him of course, feelings like that never just disappear as much as you want them to, but all good things have to come to an end. All I can say is if you want to talk to your girlfriend/boyfriend non stop, PLEASE don't call him/her all the time and don't talk to your friends constantly about him or thy will get sick of you too.

Lessons Learned

• Never get to attached to someone.
• If you feel like it's the right time to end it, have a real think sit down by yourself and think matters over. At the end of that, if your heart and head is still telling you to end it do it, there is no point hanging on to a dead relationship.
• If you after a while you have broken up with a boy or he has broken up with you and he is being not nice, then let him know what you think (not aggressively), just ring him and say why are you doing this, you used to be so lovely to me and now look at you.