Who Was It With?
Me and my Boyfriend
When Did You Realize It was Love?
The 4 months we were friends
What Did It Feel Like?
It felt so good. I said to someone before that I love them. But now I can't stand them, and I knew from when we broke up it wasn't love. But me and my boyfriend (wasn't my boyfriend at the time) were on the phone and he asked me if I loved him. I was afraid to say it first because I didn't know if he loved me. But then I told him I loved him. And he said he loved me too. But it wasn't at the level of "I'm in love with you" yet.
What Happened Next?
Then, he was supposed to ask me out. But he said he wasn't ready to have a girlfriend because he didn't want to be tied down during the summer. So when the summer ends he would ask me out. I said alright. Because I actually was in love with him at this time. But then I found out that he liked this other girl and was telling her he loved her. I got really mad. Me and him stopped talking. Then he texted me and told me he missed me and he loves me. So we started talking again. This was during late July. Then I found out that he started to like this other girl that goes to my school. (He doesn't go to my school.) Before he asked me out, he asked her out. So I got really mad to the point where I didn't know what to do because I really loved this boy and it was like he was playing with my heart. I gave him another chance to make things right. He asked me out. And I met his parents and they love me, and I go to all of his football games. It made me see that this was love. We started talking about our family when we grow up. And us being married. I know I'm 15 but I think me and him will last. He is 16 and will be out of high school next year. I believe that I should wait to become a mother but if I do become pregnant I wouldn't regret it. I would just say I should have waited.
Lessons Learned
- I have learned through all of this crying over this boy and me getting mad at him that it was out of love. Because now I am happier that me and him are boyfriend and girlfriend. I would like to tell everyone not to give up because if the boy really loves you he will do a lot for you. But if there isn't a little fighting in your relationship or disagreements I wouldn't call it love.