They say, there are three things that are somehow, difficult to say.

1. I love you.
2. Help me.
3. Sorry.

But for me, the first one won't be so difficult because you know, we all know that even God, had no hesitations on loving us and He is never scared of showing it to us.

But #2 and #3, I must admit. I really had the difficulty on saying this.

1. Help me.
I grew up being an honor student. And being such, I used to do my homework by myself. The times that I asked my mom of help could be counted on my fingers. I just don't want to annoy them or take their times because I know that they also have lot of things to do, and I am really responsible for all of my school works. But now, I realized that being independent isn't bad. BUT there are a lot of thing also that you need to ask for help for. Go on, being guided by our family is one of the happiest blessing you could ever have. Plus the bonding you could ever have :)

2. Sorry.
For me, this is the most difficult thing to say. I am too scared to be rejected. I only thought of my feelings. Forgiving is also my weakness. I can't forgive easily. I kept anger within myself. And so, I can't ask for forgiveness easily, then. BUT now, when penguin and I had a fight, and I am really the one who started it, even when not, I say sorry. I'm not scared of being scared. I am afraid to lose my penguin and I can't bear that pain.

So you guys, ALWAYS BE THE FIRST ONE TO LOVE. SAY SORRY. ASK FOR HELP. NOTHING WILL HAPPEN BAD. In fact, in a way, it will gain your self-confidence and someone's trust, though