I noticed a light shining from above covered with clouds., I tried walking down the path trying to reach it but I could barely see it , from a distance of an unconsciously aware mind for I was floating against the gravity. I knew I was alive, I could feel my heart beating, I could feel my blood flowing and I could hear my mind speaking . Everything seems to be delayed, even a single word was difficult for me to utter.I started to feel so dry, and I began to feel so high.

The scenario was so vague for me to remember each and every detail of how I turned out to be someone whom I'm not supposed
to be. I was so mean and was evidently not in the right state of mind. I took for granted all the opportunites. I was so stupid to allow my vulnerablity to take place .I have lost everything including my loved ones. I have lost myself in the midst of darkness.

Days to recover, years to suffer. I needed to face the consequences of my actions. Gates of hell is now open for me again, allowing me to deal with satan for the Nth time. This time, I wonder if I could still make it for I am not ready to fight
this battle, I lost all my forces, my spear was taken away from me for no specific reason. I needed to fight with my bare hands, extracting all the strength I have left in my system, the only weapon for me to survive.

I'm just an ordinary person, whose capabilities and strength could sometimes not be enough for me to be able to understand what life is, and to push myself to continue with what I have started . But I will do the best of what I can to make it through , but if all else fails, if I have nowhere else to run..