i do not think of you...
i dislike having u in my mind,
whenever you try to creep slowly into my head,
i'd have to hit you and push you away...
you'd have to stay out!!!

i do not want to touch you
i do not even want to look at you
because if i do, i'd melt away
you create that sudden, overwhelming rush that goes from
the tip of my toes to the neurons in my head
you simply drive me nuts!!!

i do not want to tell you i still care for you
i dont even want to make u feel i do,
much more tell you i secretly wish you were mine
i know life is short,
and time flies faster than you can say "love"
but it's oh so difficult for me to handle this emotion
i would not say this to you even if i'd die today
my secret will die with me, forever...

i do not want to love you..
i am not in love with you...
i am happy this way...
i can live without you coz you're the kind who juz
comes and goes...
someone who i would fear loving
coz i know you wouldnt stay....

and oh, i almost forgot..
did i tell you i am a big liar?
yep, i am...a big one..especially to myself