After being forgiven for adultery, I tried to take care of the family. But all my efforts were responded well by his infidelity. He and the hotel and then go to their husbands detected. I accidentally learned but can not say. I had an affair, and when detected, said her husband will forgive me, I'm very excited. I knew I had to start from scratch. But life is not as simple as I thought, nobody easily through the old story. I started being abusive husband, nagging, violent and mentally. As for the family and children and husband forgave me trying to endure, I think someday I will forget.  I tried to take care of the family, but all my efforts are now being he responded well by his infidelity. I tried to tell him not to go in my footsteps, but conversely, he cursed at me more, give me despise him. And then what would come to, and he went his hotel and their husbands were detected. I accidentally learned but can not say. Everyone knows, but I hid. I wish him and the couple confessed to start, but I'm afraid I might take advantage of this opportunity to see him often, so I do not plan to say though I have tried every way.  I really do not want his job is affected, just want to hear how he confided to remove. But he and his family, who do not understand me. I was really disappointed and frustrated too. Keep a feeling that can not be said, makes me uncomfortable in person, as if my head explodes.