It happened in 2014 February after my friend’s birthday. She called me and said she is engaged to Someone. Its been a week after she feed me the news of her marriage. I felt weak after my salvation for the first time. Days went, weeks and months. Still I feel the pain of loneliness that happened months back. She is my best friend thats all but it really hurt to leave her and take out of my life. I came to end of April 2014 still I had the lonely sensation I cried in prayer. I cried while walking on the road. I cried when I am on my bed still couldn’t believe whats going on and I could make a point why I was crying like a child when my friend is getting engaged. I started to pray that Lord, please take away this pain from me. I don’t know whats happening around me? why people are leaving me alone? Why I always left behind? I have only hope on you. Please Lord help me to pass on this road. Its May 2014 at last God comforted me and gave me promise that he will be with me always although everyone in this face of the earth leave me. I cling unto the promises. I was happy more than ever. I have started moving to places and countries. The joy I felt inside I could never comprehend with words. Days rolled on and months rolled. I am here on 2016 February. two years back with full of strength and energy holding on to my dad’s promises.
This is not just a eulogy on my past life. I have cling unto the promises of God and moved on. OK, let me explain this situation elaborately. I am in friendship with a girl its about 5 years relationship. We will share our stories daily, meet personally, went to movies. We made a thin line calling we are just friends. Time rolled we had an emotional bonding with us, like David and Jonathan. I am clear that I will not marry this girl as God will not be happy if I did that. But God reminded me about this relationship three times after my salvation that I need to leave her. I thought whats happening we are just friends. I took that lightly which God asked me to do. I though I was playing safe with the relationship but its not. I am so much attached to the things which God doesn’t wants me to be a part of. After this incident there were blessings flowing in my life. I have been placed in a company, many talents came out of me. God started to life me up and up.
The Point I want to make in whole is. If you are in some relationship and if God is reminding you through Bible, with people or in prayer be careful and try to break that soon. Without that God cannot and will not pour blessing to your life. Yes, God loves you the most and its true. He died for you and you alone, its absolutely true. The trinity God is same as before, now and forever. When one of the Israel army men committed sin against God by taking the things of Jericho, God doesn’t moved with them. In battle they lost badly. Do you think you are playing safe? No. His style of thinking is not ours. We have a brain like a dust when it compared to God. Are you working hard and none of them works perfectly. Then you have to deal with it and without dealing God cannot inter vine or bless you. When Lot is separated from Abraham then God started to bless Abraham. There are many relationship that has to be plunged out of our life after salvation. Let God do his will in relationships we have and we should be careful in letting people in our life. Amen
