I wish that I'll be with you my kids during my 30th Birthday but I am sorry for my failure. I really missed you. And I want to shout out to the world of my mistake. I want to say sorry and I love you always.

But don't worry my kids I'll be still your father and I will make a way to cover all my faults. I always pray for kids. Again I'm so sorry. First time I am not with you during my birthday.

O Lord I'm sorry for my faults. Please guide and always protect them from danger. I know I am not worthy to them being a good father But still hoping that I am a good son of you Lord.