Today has been a quiet day for me, I've needed it. There are times where I just wanted to be alone and take time enjoying the sounds of silence. I've been having emotional problems this past few days. I think I've finally made a breakthrough of what has been bothering me.

 I think what happens is that a thought creeps into your head one day and you grab onto it. Before you know it, it becomes a way of seeing things and a belief system. This way of believing has been a lie and I didn't realize it until the other day. I didn't see it for what it was either. I think it has been an attacked of the enemy to keep me away from the good Lord. 

But in the end I think that is alright because I've learn from it and is now a better and stronger person.