Who Was It With? 

this guy in my class

When Did You Realize It was Love? 

the first time I saw him!

What Did It Feel Like? 

It felt like he was the only guy there, like he was everything in my life, like nothing else mattered but him. I loved him so much that I was always thinking of him. I would stay at school just for him. I would never get my work done. I just wanted to talk to him. I wanted to be with him. My whole world was him.

What Happened Next? 

One day I was in the gym. He called me over to talk to him. He said he had a dream about me. didn't know that's what guys say just to get you to do that. I fell for it. From there on I was falling hard for him. He started to flirt with me like every day. He would always do something every day to flirt with me. One day I told my best friend that I wanted to kiss him. I told her to never ever tell anyone because I didn't want anyone to know. She went to one of his friends, and guess what, his friend told him. He came to me the next day and said I heard you wanted to kiss me. I was so upset and scared I didn't know what he thought. He said why don't you do it then, kiss me. I was so scared, that would be my first kiss. I didn't kiss him but I did give him the longest hug ever. We stayed there hugging for like 5 min. I was loving every min of it, I could've stayed there forever. The next day I was so happy nothing could bring me down. My friend came up to me and said guess what, this is his last year at this school, he is going to a new school. My heart just fell, my whole world came down. I wanted to kill myself, she had to tell me this. I was so hurt. I could not even look at him without hurting. I could not even live without him. The last day of school was finally here and I didn't even want to get out of bed. I went to school and saw him, omg he looked so hot. It's like he knew he had my heart and he knew he was taking it with him. I got a pic with him. He left after we got the pic of him, then he was gone and I just went off and cried. Iwill never see him again.

Lessons Learned

• That was three years ago. I still am madly in love with him and I always will. There is not a day that goes by I don't think of him. He got my number and he txt's me sometimes whenever he wants something like he wants a bad pic or something and if I don't do it he wont txt me for a year. He has done this to me five times. He keeps doing this to me and I fall for it every time because I love him. My advice to you is don't fall like I did, don't let it get as far as I did because I will always love him, he will always have my heart, he will always be my first. Second best is all I will ever know because I always put him first.