Earlier, while we were in the middle of the mass, my mom suddenly remembered about her mother (my grandma's) 9th month with the Lord. She died June 7 last year so today is exactly 9 months since she left. I suddenly felt sad and I immediately say my prayer. 'Til now I still can't help but miss her. I always pray to God that may He tell Nanay how much I love and miss her. I'd give up anything to feel her warmth again. :(

How I miss her precious smile and her adorable crying/emotional face. 

Dear Lord, let me dream of her again tonight.