I used to be who seemingly have it all, lost it all. I have been the ideal man, there is a general happy to try to navigate to and then all collapsed. I used to be so, but for now, I have others.

I like the clarity, like, if not love, absolutely not touching each other, not holding hands, cuddles, no kissing, no nothing. Perhaps too obvious, so I always feel very well prepared before all things, I take full every movement, every emotion control me. And also perhaps because it was too mature, so I do not need to gradually regulate their emotions. No tears, no laughter, no pain, no sobbing. All seem to exist only as an easy problem: 1 + 1 to equal 2 certain.

I live too obvious, so absolutely love the passionate though, I did not rob the love of others. I used to be one of them, each and busy choking pain, and mental suffering every torment, every cry, was also angry. I used to be who seemingly have it all, lost it all. I have been the ideal man, there is a general happy to try to navigate to and then all collapsed. I used to be so, but for now, I have others. I can take care of myself, mature enough to no longer than cling to something other than ourselves.