I can't do this anymore. I need help. Please.. anybody.

Nobody hears my cries. Nobody sees that I'm in pain and that I can't handle it. I feel invisible in real life. I feel invisible online. I don't feel like I matter to anybody.

I don't know what to do. I have cried, screamed, done everything I could think of trying to cope with how I'm feeling. Nobody will listen. Nobody will comfort me.

I can't handle feeling alone. I can't take the transparency of my feelings. I can't handle nobody voicing that they care for me or that I matter to them.