“In life, there would be really times when you can sense what would happen next in your life - that certain moment when the situations you are facing are actually bringing you to something like this and that. There would really be times that life would seem to be… PREDICTABLE.”

I called him earlier, and he said he wanted to talk to me. I know what he wants to tell me. He wanted to tell me they’re okay and that he wanted to break up with me. The thought of that, hurts. But, I just have to act as if everything is alright. Like, you know, I don’t want to have that negative feeling.

He keeps on asking questions – questions like … “What can I do for love that others couldn’t do?” Does he really mean that question? Or siguro naman, he wanted really to ask about what I can do for him that his other girl couldn’t. Well, one thing I can do is … to be loyal to him. Once I chose him, it would always be him, no matter what happens. And that is a promise. Pero, siguro naman, she can also do that.

Well, whatever his decision may be, I would just have to respect that- I couldn’t even do anything about it. The least I could do is – to just accept whatever the result may be. Yes, I know it would hurt a lot that’s why I am starting to prepare myself for that. And one thing I hope for is that – he would be happy with the decision he would make. Because, whatever makes him happy, would make me happy as well.

 

“Love is not about how long you hold on to someone you love. Love is about how strong you are to let him go for him to be happy even if that would leave you… BROKEN.”