Regular fiancé 'raising vegetables' network

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He or seeking goods, raising vegetables and daughter shared on the network. Looking at the long line of the article, which you see every message, every check, exchanging email that my heart melted into a hundred pieces.
My boyfriend and asked, sticking together for a while, I thought I understood him enough love and together led to marriage, when he was not too young, 36 years old. My love for you is real and profound, I think strong enough to last you create a family life. For me, he is a moral man, living with faith and he also was the help I can look right at work and future career.

Every time talking and sharing with him, as I fully believe and see him more closely. I am happy to find him to make men will accompany her on her path.

But then one day, just as interested and curious, I find him frequently in the black sites. At first I was really extremely painful, it was the first shock in my life I will never forget it. Even before I had seen, heard a lot of similar cases, but the main problem I experience it was really hurt, because he has confidence in the shaken and very much intact.

As time passed, the sadness and the pain in my heart for him and fade away, I think I will tolerate and accept it as part of his people. We love each other more, share more, I actively open to him and saw that his experience is a sense of the love that I have tried to do for him. Personally, I think it's just a wave to challenge our affair.

But again, I accidentally discovered the finding him, raising vegetables and daughter shared on the network. Looking at the long line of the article, which you see every message, every check, exchanging email that my heart melted into a hundred pieces. Why were excessively vulgar and profane way. I could not believe what I saw. I find morally contemptible man he was laid out before me.

Where was the man his true? He made me feel disgust myself. I had close to a hundred promiscuity with whom he was still conscious attitude to that? I despised his people, fearful affection from him. Now I dare not imagine that he is inside my head again haunted by the sordid scenes that I've seen.

I have forgiven and forgive me once. Hopefully it was just a minute instinct emerges in him, because he is nonetheless man and physiological needs such as the need to eat, drink and breathe. I have tried to understand and sympathize that. But with this story, I found it was a continuation of his nature.

I'm really disappointed, sad and again faith in him to collapse. He went to play with my daughter while on the side, I do not think the problem is that you lack. For me the issue is whether there is in his nature or not. I was standing before deciding on his men will go along life's journey. I do not want to later when he was taken, bound together and have children, then I would continue well long chains of pain and misfortune.

If such is the nature of the data you have saved their love, or when the wife, as the old man and he will continue to live their instincts. And one more important thing is that I can not be happy with someone I consider every day sharp scrutiny and can not be put full trust.

I see what you do is deceit and dishonesty. I do not want to ask him because I did not expect he would quibble. I was afraid he would later continue to deceive, and then justify continuing with the more sophisticated way.

Life that muffled to not breath so I do not want. If you really are serious about life instinct, if you need one and the other his happiness, then I'll let you go. I want to be loved not want to turn yourself into a jailer and prisoner in his marriage and vice versa.

I love and I wish lovers are happy the way he chose, but that is not the way to hurt your partner, and yourself to deceive and hide.

I hope people give me ideas. First, if I should say that I know what the people of his frankly or not. If you missed out as the latter said he tricked me, like hiding quietly closed over the stars. Second, ask the man to tell me what you think about it, I do not accept the people I love screwing around and promiscuity. So is wrong or what I need to have a lot of sympathy and more objective. Third, I should forgive and continue to think about marriage or break up with him right from here?



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