Sacred words hurt the most! 

Blame me or not I am afraid of reading the holly Quran written in Farsi. I have a Farsi Quran which is always with me specially in my travels to spiritual and real places. In my travel to spiritual places, such as my travel around my own soul, which was just two months ago, I took this book as a travel guide with me.  I keep reading it randomly because it talks to me directly! I am afraid of reading it in a regular base because I think there is nothing such a well written regular text in it. You may find regular and well ordered Surah's, I mean texts, in Quran but it would be quite challenging and confusing to read it like a novel or scholarly piece of writing.

There are many sentences or Aya in the holly Quran which hurts me. When I compare myself to the ideal person written in Quran, I feel shy and depressed. I try to compromise with God as it is written in Quran but frankly it is too much challenging! For me, it is CHALLENGING and INTERESTING  to read Farsi Quran because the sacred words hurt the most!