After returning to the husband, forgive my husband still can not forget the love guru sex lives there. And especially in the night my husband was no longer inspired "love" him.

I got married three years. We know each other for a year and then married. He is a gentleman, success in work. Friends who also said the sound on, everyone thinks I'm blessed to have a husband like him. But do not know how in livestock husbandry has fleas?

From the day I married her husband never had the feeling of happiness. Never been living the life of husband and wife son. Do not eat dinner together, not together as anything. And sometimes there is a real night of lovemaking.

My husband is a man's job. Married for almost the time he gave me no. Married for several years is the mission of his long day. Living with him I never knew that the only material deprivation lack of a man sharing and caring.

 

I just lack a man interested parties, sharing (Artwork)
Finally, what has come to. I met her strange man in a party girl crib only friend. He let me feel pampered, passionate and full of intensity of a man in love. I miss my husband, but the reason has repeatedly told me back to the correct position as a wife, I always try to suppress emotions at the other man.

I have repeatedly and resolutely refused steadfastly faithful to her husband. The mission of he kept steadily, and every night I'm still lonely. Absent husband is one of the reasons pushed me to the other strange man. Plus enthusiasm, inspiration and attracted spectators of a new man wants me crazy sometimes.

Husband is a day away from me, but the man kept approaching. More and more my heart arrhythmias, I could not restrain his emotions wants to be loved, to be uplifted in true love. And finally affair is "legitimate" when I went to the other with all your heart and body. I had an affair like that in a long time.

Loneliness and unhappy when her husband did not seem so far away. Instead, feeling passionate and intense as in the person. Each day away from my husband busied himself feeling uplifted physically - which my husband has never done for me.

I almost sank into the black hole of sin with her husband. But I could not end up being the longing of a young woman in love and want to be loved.

Of course affair I can not hide for long. My husband said, but instead he yelled cursing or divorce. He again forgive me gently, without a word of reproach. Somehow I just want to scold her husband beat her so badly ... get divorced. Or treat me cruel to me and my family are happy to hold.

Maybe because I'm cheating my husband for the first time in my life I want to say, want to shelve all work to be with me. But painful as could be because at the moment he is the most I want to run away; Fleeing obligations as a wife who loves me not, run out of maternity in an unhappy family.

I come back to life husband, married in the dream as the days before. My husband spent a lot of time for me, interested me. But in I totally had no feelings for her husband. Instead of dreaming about the attack.

Every night lying next to her husband, but I still remember the other, remember the sweet moments with the person. For my husband, "love" for duty as a wife not feeling. I want to throw away everything bound to follow your heart. But I can not throw away the husband "standards", a caring husband and no mistake. If any mistake I make is married to his wife for her loneliness and find a way to fill the loneliness.

 

How do I return to reality with her husband and build a real family? (Artwork)

How do I return to reality? How to clear away these feelings with the other person have? How to be a good wife and a family with two hearts full of love?