I pity myself for asking someone to be considerate. I know they won't understand my situation. I just realize that if you are poor people will ignore you. I feel being rejected. I want to cry out loud just to express the pain i feel inside right now. But I don't want my kids to witness my heartaches. I am in the stage of Self-pity now. Poverty oh poverty you've cause me so much pain that affects my family. Hope I could recover soon. And for those who just ignore me, hope what you right now won't lost because if it does. You will counter what i feel. Life is just like a ball. Maybe now I am down tomorrow i will stand and prove to everyone that I am more worth it.