In life some aspects are natural like dreaming of a life that was good and comfortable and being in a place where the calmness of the mind still works. But life was full of bad moments, it can ruined any dreams and no matter what you do you will end up into the things that was not planned or you do not wanted to. I am also a victim of this event and still now I am recovering to this moments in life. I am not happy of this life that I have seems God really has another plan for me that I will stand on my own and stand into what I think was right and what was said to be. I hope he can help me create and build a new dream a dream to be peaceful and a dream to have a life on my own that I was not being dictated and does not depend on others for the life that I should be. May God help me.