"She Doesn't Even Remotely Feel the Same Way"

Posted on 06 January 2015 at 02:08

Who Was It With?

prefer not to say

When Did You Realize It was Love?

shortly after meeting

What Did It Feel Like?

it felt like I was on top of the world

What Happened Next?

I didn't/still don't know how she felt...but she is perfect, in every way, shape and form. We are still really great friends, the only problem is that I'm still in love with her, and she doesn't even remotely feel the same way. I want to tell her, I wish I could, I just don't wanna risk our friendship. Plus she moved and goes to a totally different school, and rarely visits where I live (mom still lives around, dad moved and she went with him). I felt crushed, like there was no reason to do anything anymore if she wasn't there. I guess I should be grateful that we're friends in the first place. Anyway, to make matters worse, it's nearly impossible to get in contact with her because her phone is horrible, and she barely uses fb, so I can't even talk to her, I came here because I have to vent to something/someone. Also, one thing that kept me from telling her how I feel, besides the fact that she didn't feel the same way, was that she hasn't had a relationship last more than about 2 weeks. I know this is a huge setback, but I'm still crazy for her. Another thing is that unfortunately, a lot of other guys realize how beautiful she is, so there are a lot of guys who like her, and are all over her. Gah I freaking love her so much and I would do anything in the world for her to move back.