I am not Filipino Citizen. My Mom is a half Filipina and Half Italian while my Dad is half Italian and half American. I am 4th child in original (We are 12 siblings from different mothers and race! That is how much my dad seriously wanted to have many children) he loves my Mom so dearly but Dad wanted to have a dozen of children. Dad said, he don't want my Mom to suffer in giving birth anymore so he did in other women. I cannot understand why my Mom allowed it without any regrets.
I was born and raised in Italy, went to school until college but from time to time, I visited my Mom here in Philippines that's why I am fluent in Tagalog speaking. My Mom is running a small business here while my Dad is a former military but now he is enjoying a business venture with his friends.
I am literally life of a party. I don't know but they laughed even in my simple and little gestures. I am now living with my Mom here for almost 3 years. I am a Psychology graduate but not yet licensed. I'd always go to party, gigs, live band, out of town, etc.etc.
That's how my life is. Outside of home. But the time is always flies so fast that I should need to go back in our little humble abode. There is no Dad...no Mom..no siblings...just 2 housemaids and a boy will greet me and ask me where I wanted to eat my meal. Eating in dining table or in my room is the same...I am eating alone...
Many thanks to my dearest BFF Lady _Irene whose always there for me to cheer me up and tap my back if My mind is flying somewhere..in nowhere... I met her when she was in Tour Guiding Training and Seminar for Dept. of Tourism in a known resort while I am looking for a food that will fit my taste (I have a sudden loss if appetite sometimes, maybe because of emptiness. I don't call it depression because it's quite different from emptiness/loneliness).
When Lady_Irene introduces me this social site, I must admit that I enjoy doing it for I can share and reveal the real me...even when I am alone..so, i would also like to thanks all my "kaututang dila" here in Bitlanders....you always made my day so funny and alive.
That's all for now. I made this self introduction because Lady_Irene is asking me to say something about me without revealing the private issues of my family. She said, through this, I could also release the burden in my heart. And I think she is right. Hope you guys can understand me now. Thanks for the time you spent in reading this. God bless.
It's Meeh,
Lara Sander
