People think they know you. They think they know how you're handling a situation. But the truth is, no one knows. No one knows what happens after you leave them, when you're lying in bed or sitting over your breakfast alone and all you want to do is cry or scream. They don't know what's going on inside your head, the mind-numbing cocktail of anger and sadness and guilt.  Yeah this isn't their fault. They just don't know. And so they pretend and they say you're doing great when you're really not. And this makes everyone feel better. Everybody but you.

It hurts to love like this and it hurts to lose like this. It's hell to feel the loss and to know that you'll keep giving until you break, and even when you do break, you'd still give some more. You know what the problem is?
its that you get attached, fast. & once you’re attached to someone, you do everything you can to please them and make them happy. It’s never about what you want, it's always what the other person needs before your own. You give out too many chances to people, who quite frankly, don't worth them ever. You become a pushover. But you're okay with that, because they're in your life and that's all you ever really wanted. And even if they screw you over, you'll still be there for him. Because that's you, that's who you are. Once you get attached to someone, they capture your heart and they always have a place there. And that is why it's so hard for you to let go ever.