I can't think of anymore title to use. It is because my mind is so mashed up with thoughts right now. Thoughts about our upcoming wedding, about our new house, about the rental rates on our apartment,about my dying faith in my religion, about my diet, about my life, about my unemployed status, and a lot more!

Sometimes I tend to over think things which, sometimes, leads me to being emotionally exhausted.

A lot of questions had popped up and I don't think that I have answered each of those questions. So out of all the thoughts running back on forth my mind like a blind rat, i rested. I stopped, sat down. Looked up to the sky and asked God "tell me what to do with my life."

In that very moment I realized how far I am from Him. I lived thinking that i'll be okay without Him. It's just sad to think that I can only remember Him whenever I needed something. Sitting in the corner, feeling the breeze of the night, and talking to Him gave me glimpse of how easy life would be with Him.